by Hollen Partington
When
my daughter Leah was two, her ophthalmologist told us that she might
not be able to learn to read at a normal age. He explained to us that
children with nystagmus take longer to learn to read, if they read at
all all, because it is so difficult for them to focus. We hadn’t lost
hope that day, but we gradually began to understand that her life was
going to be forever affected by her plethora of diagnoses.
Leah’s Vision Story
A
27-week preemie, born February 2004 and weighing 2lbs 8oz, Leah
developed post-hemorrhagic hydrocephalus at three weeks old. She was
shunted at that time, and during the next several months went from one
shunt in the right ventricle to another in the left and ultimately a
third shunt in her fourth ventricle.
The
operation on her fourth ventricle proved tricky; it’s a small space at
the base of the brain just above the brain stem and visual cortex. The
neurosurgeon, though fantastic, nicked her optic nerve during the
surgery in July 2004. This forced Leah’s eyes to cross.
The
pediatric ophthalmologist explained that he could fix her eyes by doing
an eye muscle corrective surgery, but would have to wait until she was a
year older due to her eye growth and development. In July 2005, Leah
had an eye surgery to correct the muscles and force the eyes to
straighten. The surgery was said to be a success.
Leah’s
eyes immediately looked straighter. However, not even a day later we
noticed her eyes shaking. We were scared that this was a symptom of a
shunt malfunction or something else wrong with her brain. She had
undergone 12 surgeries on her brain at that point and was just over a
year old. The doctor told us that she had nystagmus, a condition of
involuntary eye movements, acquired in infancy or later in life, which
may result in reduced or limited vision. It was an unfortunate risk of
the surgery and it would not be going away.
Early Education
Leah
continued to grow and deal with several speed bumps along the way,
including Cerebral Palsy and 33 more brain operations. Once she began
preschool, she wore glasses, and though developmentally delayed, we
didn’t notice major issues with her vision. At the start of
Kindergarten we had high hopes for her academically.
We
were referred to a low-vision specialist by the school district. He
showed us some amazing products on the market for Leah. He talked to us
about how magnifying text or pictures she was looking at would assist
her in seeing them well. He talked to us about contrasts with light and
the importance of her null point (she turns her head to the right,
lifts her chin and looks out the left corner of her eyes to see objects
better and slow down her nystagmus). We would stare in amazement as she
would watch her cartoons, appearing to be looking at the wall, but all
the while focusing out of the top left of her eyes. At the conclusion
of kindergarten her progress was amazing. She had grasped every concept
in her special education class and was referred to first grade in a
different class.
In
first grade the most amazing thing happened. Leah began to read. She
could read short books and read sentences. Leah could read! You read
that correctly, Leah could read. The first time she read an entire book
to us, albeit seven pages, my husband and I both beamed with such pride
it was as if she had become president. She had defied the doctor; she
could do what he said she couldn’t do, at the age she was supposed to be
doing it. Did this mean someday she could walk? Did this mean someday
she could talk as her peers do? The end was limitless. We bought her
every book we came across with a larger font, and luckily there were
many for her age group.
She
did so well in first grade. She didn’t always comprehend what she had
read, but that is something most six-year-olds struggle with and later
attain. At the end of first grade it was recommended she attend regular
education in a second grade class because of how well she had
progressed. We were offered to attend the School for the Deaf and
Blind, Leah being legally blind by acuity. We declined, wanting to give
her the best education possible, in regular surroundings.
Behavioral Problems or Vision Problems?
From
the beginning of second grade we noticed that things weren’t going
well. Leah would complain that her teacher was yelling at her, telling
her to pay attention. She is such a sweet and respectful girl that it
broke my heart to hear that her teacher was angry with her. I consulted
the teacher who said that Leah would not look at her when she spoke,
that Leah would not focus on the board or look at the page they were on
in her book.
Leah
began to feel different that the other kids because she couldn’t see
the calendar when the teacher was pointing to the day of the week. She
would try and look but couldn’t see it, so she just listened. The
teacher was confusing her vision problems for inattentiveness and
therefore treating her poorly.
We
had previously given all her ophthalmology reports to the school,
outlining where Leah should sit in the class (right hand side in the
front) to better see the board and teacher. We got a slant board for
her use at home and school so her assignments could be lifted up high.
Then she didn’t have to bend over the desk and keep her nose a
centimeter from the page.
Cortical Vision Impairment
We
had done everything as parents we were told to do, but yet something
wasn’t working. She was falling further behind at school and starting
to feel that she was different. We consulted the school’s vision
specialist and asked for another assessment to be done. After they
completed the visual assessment and the orientation and mobility
assessment, it was noted that Leah’s vision had declined substantially
in the last year. We do take her to her ophthalmologist annually and
her prescription is almost always changing each year as she grows, but
Leah’s right peripheral vision was completely compromised. She couldn’t
see anything that was more than eight feet in front of her and had to
use at least 14 pt fonts.
It
wasn’t until the assessment we learned that Leah’s vision issues are
classified as Cortical Vision Impairment. In normal vision the eyes
take a picture of an object. That message is sent to the brain by way
of the optic nerves. The brain recognizes the image and integrates it
with other sensory messages. The brain then responds to the sensory
input by sending a motor response to the appropriate part of the body.
When you have CVI (cortical vision impairment) the eye structure in CVI
is usually normal. The eye takes a normal picture of the object and
sends the message to the brain. The message is not properly processed
or integrated because of the abnormal brain function. Many children with
CVI have difficulty visually “latching on” to an object and also
filtering out peripheral visual stimuli to isolate the object. Any
process that damages the brain can cause CVI. Examples include stroke,
decreased blood supply, decreased oxygenation, brain malformation or
infection, hydrocephalus (increased pressure in the brain), seizure,
metabolic disease, head trauma and other neurological disorders.
We
have just learned that Leah’s slow cognitive processing speed, which
before was attributed mostly to her brain damage suffered from her grade
IV intraventricular hemorrhage at birth, is likely from her vision
impairment. Her vision makes it so that the things she is focusing on
take longer and are harder to do. This is affecting many aspects of her
life now that she is eight years old. As parents we can tell when she
is tired or sick simply because her nystagmus increases and her eyes
shake so fast she can’t focus on anything. She bumps into walls in her
walker, and even hits things when crawling around the house. Her
exhaustion at the end of the day is based just as much on visual stimuli
as it is her physical constraints from cerebral palsy.
Overcoming Struggles
Leah
is struggling immensely this academic year, and we began to think she
had hit an academic plateau. “Is this all her little brain can attain
at this point?” we questioned ourselves. “Is school going to become
more for social reasons than for academic ones?” we wondered. No, we
couldn’t accept that answer, and looked to see if we could adapt things
to make them easier for her visually.
Leah’s
resource teacher was kind enough to start enlarging her documents at
school. All of her math and reading worksheets are now larger. We have
noticed a huge difference in Leah being able to see them well. Her
math speed has increased and she seems very proud of herself. She reads
quicker and comprehends more when she struggles less to see. The slant
board has made a huge difference as well. Her handwriting is more
legible and her fatigued has decreased when using it.
We
refuse to believe that she can’t learn simply because she can’t see
well. We’ve come to a speed bump, but we now have to find the tools to
put into her toolbox each day she goes to school. Tools like enlarged
font worksheets, brighter lights and slant boards. We have recently
learned of video feed that can run from the back of the classroom
directly to a monitor on her desk with bright light and large font so
she can see whatever the teacher is doing, wherever she is doing it in
the room.
We
haven’t figured out all the answers yet, but we know we will. We will
do whatever we can to make sure she has all the adaptations she needs
to be able to succeed academically.
All
we wanted for her life was a chance. We’ve been fortunate enough at
this point. Every afternoon at 3pm I stand next to my van and Leah
comes trampling down in her walker saying, “Is my mom there yet?” And
even though I’m only 30 feet away, while I know she can’t see me, I know
she’ll hear the same answer as she does every day. “Yes, Leah, your
mom is there for you!”
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